Feathers from the Fall
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[Acquaintances] Lizzyfer
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3.14.2004 [past the insanity hour.] heh. wanted to write this down for a while, never had the patience. just gonna c&p it from a convo w/ katya on AIM: D: and dude, my mind goes to sex for almost EVERYTHING enigma does. K: *nod* yeah D: the first CD? K: or.. talls cliffs looking over the sea D: one HUGE sex-centered cinematic experience for me. oddly enough, it was also really spiritual, almost. K: just... something about nature, really K: tantric. *grins* K: (kamasutrakamasutrakamasutra) all about spirituality, baby. heheh. K: maybe the only way i can achieve orgasm is through tantric sex. *muse* K: ok.. listening to cross of changes now D: *LOL* actually it was... i dunno, odd. D: cool, though. D: it was christianity-based. D: but ... a LOT of sex. K: methinks iwant to start having your dreams D: it wasn't a dream! K: cool.. and gooooooood because its just so bad. D: it was like a daydream. K: like.. fucking an angel! K: ok not quite. *muse* D: *LOL* it WAS sorta fucking-an-angel-idea'd K: really? K: *laugh*] K: pinned ya!!! D: well, i wasn't in it. D: i was just watching, like a movie. K: really? shame. K: voyeur! D: basically - well. first you have that introduction D: and then this panorama unfolds D: like this monastery hiiiigh on a mountain D: the lighting's all golden/red and artistic D: and it's like, dawn D: WAY high on a mtn - nothing but clouds beneath K: you know.. there is this kickass monastery i would love to go visit.. if i weren't so afraid of heights. K: oh lightning! D: and you have all the monks kinda filing into morning prayers or something K: i love lightning. i wish i had your visual.s D: no - foggish clouds, like the ones under the golden gate bridge D: and all lit up golden and red D: and all these dark-cloaked monks going to the chapel K: chanting/ K: ? D: yup. that's the chanting. K: medieval christianity is a league of its own D: and you know how there's like - one guy chanting D: and all these people answering? D: that's like lead monk leading the monks in it K: man this is gonna make me want to read some badass medieval erotica. *laugh* D: but then that woman speaking? D: heh. D: so...all the monks were at the chapel except for one - the protagonist - who's in his room D: and he's, er, jerking off in front of a virgin mary statue. D: (but it was all weirdly RELIGIOUS! like - religious rapture, only... physical?) D: brb - i'll tell you the rest later. K: jerking off is SUCH an inelegant, and not altogether sexy, way of saying it. D: masturbating!? D: stroking off? K: ack! i hate that word! D: touching himself! D: *LMAO* K: no! there must be a better way.. *muse* K: i guess touching is the closest.. *muse* D: self-pleasure? D: *LMAO* K: to the virgin mary though!?!?!?!? D: YES. D: it was fucked up K: pleasuring thyself. D: *dies* D: but - okay D: then, after that. K: thats just.. damon... you had your noggin checked recently? D: you know how there's 3 songs in one in that first track? D: the first is sadeness D: the second is principles of lust K: needs some serious examination. i reckon you got some messages going through these dreams. *laugh* D: then sadeness again? K: *nod* D: IT'S NOT A DREAM!! it was like a vision! like imagination. daydreaming, almost, only i wasn't in it. K: vision is worse! D: and - okay. so the second song, he sneaks out of the monastery D: goes to a whorehouse K: i mean.. what if you were prophetic and these all really MEANT things!!! D: ensue massive debauchery K: although dude, maybe you should write a book about this.i think i'd buy it, with your writing style. *smirk* D: *dies* maybe i'll write it for nano this year. D: i actually thought about nanoing it out D: but i was too embarrassed D: it is ALL D: ABOUT D: SEX, man K: do it@ K: i'd so read it@ D: the WHOLE PLOT IS SEX D: SEX SEX SEX AND MORE SEX K: god. i can't do exclamations!! K: so what? K: you know.. writing about sex is HARD D: *LOL* well - and kind of a fall from grace/redemption story beneath it. D: NO SHIT D: i feel stupid K: to make it.. steamy and hot but not crass. K: hee. thats why roleplays are good. *grins* K: but in truth, as soon as you start getting explicit - he puts his cock here, and there and.. yeah. just the word cock its like.. ARGH! K: and then.. if you use manhood? *laughs* sounds sooooooo silly. K: hmm. sex is usually safe.. mebbe. K: "the heat of his sex" K: actually sounds silly too. *frowns* K: ok.. don't get into specifics. K: just talk about the positions. hahaha K: i think you'd do a great job though. D: no. cock is the only acceptable word. but *LMAO* duuuude. D: okay - want me to tell you the rest, or just save it for the never-to-be-written nano? K: no tell me! K: (and you should do it) K: or just.. write it. give it to me and i'll give my opinion K: can be a secret pet project of yours. K: if it gets me hot and bothered, extra brownie points for success!! *grins* D: *would be so entirely too embarrassed* D: and okay D: so. K: why?? *blinks* D: when the next sadeness comes in K: *laugh* actually i probably would in the same situation. D: the third part of the song? D: it's like - orgy over K: unless i came up with a really good plot. K: *nod* D: and he's like - still feeling unsatisfied? well - not physically, but like, empty, not whole. K: emotionally. *muse* K: unsatiated. D: spiritually. so, callas went away starts, and he goes wandering down the mountain. K: *loves that word* D: and hence all that nature sound - birds and water and stuff K: *nod* K: *laugh* i almost want to play this out in a scene. would be so cool! D: he goes wandering, and like, passes the gates of the convent. K: oh dear. poor nuns. K: *grins* D: and sees one of the nuns? D: and it's like - still point of the turning world. D: the WHOLE song, is just him like, STARING, slow-mo K: wow. K: maybe you should make this a short film. *giggles* D: fortunately it's not that long a song. it'd seriously work better as film, heh. D: as story it'd be too overwrought. K: the concept, however, could be... fun. D: and like - well, not just staring, but like. he stares at her, she notices him, she stares at him, they kinda meet at the gate D: oh yeah, and it's like - night by now D: pouring rain, but not cold? D: warmly drenching K: like thousands of moist kisses. *giggles* K: hahah D: and then, of course, the kiss through the wrought-iron gate. K: *nod* K: CASANOVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! K: we have FOUND our man! K: isn't casanova reputed to have been given a.. headjob actually.. by a nun through an iron gate? D: fade to black. mea culpa. it opens on like - them, in the woods behind the convent, BUCK NAKED, obviously having fucked all night. it's pitch black, the hours before dawn. D: and like - they can hear the drums. and it's like OH SHIT, THE MONKS ARE COMING FOR US K: (i love you rocks... *sighs happily*) D: (apparently they very martial monks) K: *laugh* D: and then when the backbeat comes in? D: they jump up and start, like, running away through the forest D: and then it's this interspersed scene D: in the present, they're hauling ass for leather D: but in flashbacks, it's like - really hot sex. K: does their skin get scratched and bloody from trees and shrubs, and leaves in their hair and dirt on their bodies? K: wow... intense vision there, Damon. D: well, they kinda dress first, but all messily. and then they get holes torn in clothes and get all bloodied, yeah. K: flashbacks and everything. D: it was INTENSE. it's not even half done yet *LOL* D: so - like this interspersement of the present frantic ESCAPE D: and the past frantic FUCKING K: *laugh* K: its all about escape, really. D: (the girl panting throughout is like... the same for both) D: and then, of course, they get caught at the end. D: the girl gets dragged off, and i don't know what happens to her. the guy's is the protagonist. D: in the Voice and the Snake D: it's basically his trial? K: *nod* D: but it's really creepy and mystical, a lot of smoke-effects, hooded figures with no faces, condemning him. D: and then knocking on forbidden doors K: *nod* very ritualistic. D: you know how there's that "knocking" sound? the pounding? D: well - in my version, that was hammering. they nailed him to a cross!!! K: ack.. i don't know the inbetween songs that well. K: cross! ouch! K: ok. religious symbols.. yay! K: that has to be a fav. :P D: and you know how there's like - a guy (i think it's the main enigma guy) going "mother" or something throughout? apparently that was him kinda - calling out to the virgin mary? D: sorta like a reflection of the whole father why have you forsaken me thang? K: hmm. i need to listen to the album again D: and then back to the rivers of belief - it's all quiet at the beginning, right? D: that's cuz he's like, been put up on the crucifix D: and is kinda dangling there K: (and how can you not like carly's song!!!!!?!?!?!) K: hmm. does he escape, or is that it? D: and it's like this ... delirious dream-sequence, almost, interspersed again: in his mind he's envisioning rain and limpid pools and, heh, fucking his girl K: you know.. there's something really raw and primal about that vision which really appeals to the senses.. K: like god vs man almost D: and in reality he's baking under the sun. D: (which vision?) K: well.. that.. dream thing D: and there's all these monks gathered, watching, and he's just up there all bloodied and crack-lipped and ... AWFUL LOOKING, dying? K: and yet the defiance remains. D: and then it kinda fades into the low backbeat again, and the monks have drifted off. it's night. D: and it goes back to the woman speaking again - and yeah! sorta defiance. K: so man against god, man against restraints, man against control. D: oh, this is where he remembers screwing the nun-chick. K: reminds me of the Marquis de Sade D: (well, Sadeness IS named after him...) K: but.. not as... umm.. sadistic. *laugh* D: and then it goes on for a while K: is it? D: slower sex this time. kinda dreamy, almost K: never knew that. *laugh* D: and then - you know how it SUDDENLY swells into that "take me back to the rivers of belief" part? D: it's like - i dunno. hard to describe. K: no!! *pouts* cos i don't know the album that well. D: you gotta relisten. D: save this convo, listen, and follow along *LOL* K: need to listen again and read through your ... yeah. do that. D: but - yeah, the swelling, it's like - sunrise? sorta? D: but not. it's BLAZING white light D: and then the silence D: "And when the lamb opened the seventh seal, silence covered the sky." D: --he dies. D: and then the music again, and everything, and this time it's like - this bird's eye view soaring over this GORGEOUS forest K: you have.. there are words?? K: and.. thats sorta sad. K: awesome though. utterly awesome. D: and gradually spiraling higher and higher? and you see the whole panorama spanned out K: you should write it down.. to never forget it. D: and kinda - just - GLORIOUS, man. it was awesome. and then that gradually eventually fades out. D: it's kinda sad? but more like, WHOA. because it was totally redemption, you know? K: *nod* yeah. D: or more that he'd never been wrong in seeking physical love. K: *laugh* dangerous. D: it was cool. it was REALLY vivid. heh. i dunno where it came from. K: you should write it. K: man.. even the staring bit.. that could be so easily written.. powerfully too. D: heh. it was seriously cool, "seeing" it. it was just riveting. D: i gotta post! brb K: YOU NEED TO WRITE IT. D: *LMAO* I WILL!
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